WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

This morning I ran into a guy I see all the time. He is married with kids and is a really nice person. I see his Light and his Goodness and enjoy talking to him. He said something to me that made me think; I have Been HIDING! 

I said to him "Long Time NO See" He said "I know WHERE HAVE You Been?" I said, "I've Been a Hermit Lately" He said, "Yeah I guess we do that when we don't want to BE SEEN" 

OMG.......He is RIGHT!! HE SEES ME! And I haven't been honest with myself about it until now! Yeah I am on this site and interact here, but that is it. I have spent TOO MUCH TIME in a place where I don't even want to be.

I found myself STUCK IN MY STORY AGAIN!! This has been a challenge for me most of my life. When the going gets tough, I hide and find myself stuck from my Hiding! When the going gets tough and I do not know how to make it better, I Hide to NOT BE SEEN! I guess part of me wanted to stay stuck and not BE SEEN. Especially when I am Hurt, Sad, Confused, Mad, Disappointed or whatever emotion that is on that line. And when I am doing this unconsciously I feel like an outcast!! But I haven't been an outcast to anyone but Myself. I have accused others of treating me as an outcast. Today I forgive myself! Today I love myself!! And I apologize to all I have accused this action!!

Now that the cat is out of the BAG, lol! Today I am making a VOW to BE SEEN!! TO BE SEEN AT MY WORST and to BE SEEN AT MY BEST!! I do believe the WORST is behind me. However I realize NOW that when the going gets TOUGH, I NEED TO BE SEEN!! 

Thank you to MY MIRROR, that HELP ME REALIZE THIS!! This morning I ran into a guy I see all the time. He is married with kids and is a really nice person. I see his Light and his Goodness and enjoy talking to him. He said something to me that made me think; I have Been HIDING! 

I said to him "Long Time NO See" He said "I know WHERE HAVE You Been?" I said, "I've Been a Hermit Lately" He said, "Yeah I guess we do that when we don't want to BE SEEN" 

OMG.......He is RIGHT!! HE SEES ME! And I haven't been honest with myself about it until now! Yeah I am on this site and interact here, but that is it. I have spent TOO MUCH TIME in a place where I don't even want to be.

I found myself STUCK IN MY STORY AGAIN!! This has been a challenge for me most of my life. When the going gets tough, I hide and find myself stuck from my Hiding! When the going gets tough and I do not know how to make it better, I Hide to NOT BE SEEN! I guess part of me wanted to stay stuck and not BE SEEN. Especially when I am Hurt, Sad, Confused, Mad, Disappointed or whatever emotion that is on that line. And when I am doing this unconsciously I feel like an outcast!! But I haven't been an outcast to anyone but Myself. I have accused others of treating me as an outcast. Today I forgive myself! Today I love myself!! And I apologize to all I have accused this action!!

Now that the cat is out of the BAG, lol! Today I am making a VOW to BE SEEN!! TO BE SEEN AT MY WORST and to BE SEEN AT MY BEST!! I do believe the WORST is behind me. However I realize NOW that when the going gets TOUGH, I NEED TO BE SEEN!! 

Thank you to MY MIRROR, that HELP ME REALIZE THIS!!