ANGEL FEATHERS

Honestly, I can not remember the first time I received a message from the ANGELS. I have always believed in them and have know that they are with me. I have conversations with them a lot. Especially when I need to find something, need direction, need companionship, guidance or whatever I can come up with.

I have several decks of Angel cards that I like to play with. I like to pull the cards and see what messages they have for me. Not always do I use the cards but there have been several times when I have pulled cards, I received messages to look for signs that the Angels are with me and protecting me. These signs happen to me in the form of seeing feathers, finding coins, license plate messages and also repetitive numbers.

Today, to kill the boredom I was having, I decided to go for a walk. Lately, during the day the weather has been most awesome to be outdoors. Plus I felt like I was needing to take extra care of my thoughts today, so going for a walk was PERFECT. While I started to walk, I decided I was going to recite a mantra I learned in my spiritual studies. OM GAM GANAPATAYE NAMAHA was my choice. This mantra comes from the Hindu God Ganesh. The Hindu's believe Ganesh is the God of wisdom and the remover of obstacles. Since I am going through some major changes this mantra is perfect for me.

As I am walking and singing the mantra, I am watching the people in the park, the birds fly and whatever is brought to my attention. As I am getting deeper into my walk, I lost track of the mantra I was reciting and I begin to think about other things. I don't really remember the exact thought, but I know it was one that would have taken me to a place I eventually did not want to go.

All of the sudden, a FEATHER OUT of NOWHERE lands right on my LIPS and flies away!!!! Even though I was a little creeped out from the feather landing on my lips, my immediate response was, The ANGELS are with ME!! Since the feather landed on my lips, I immediately took inventory and realized I was beginning to think negative and this was their sign to me to KEEP MY THOUGHTS HIGH and UPLIFTING. Needless to say, I went back to the mantra I was singing.  :)

It's INCREDIBLE that I am aware, I am FULLY SUPPORTED by the UNIVERSE and the ANGELS are with me as I make my transition to A BETTER ME!! I am GRATEFUL!!

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THE CALM IN THE STORM

In my continuing effort to keep myself from hiding, I am AMAZED TO SEE that when I am in a place of FAITH, how others around me are not and ARE VERY threatened of my FAITH. Today I realized that I have been Faithful, but my down fall, being Sucked into others FEARS. 

I realize that when I am in a place of FAITH and it is expressed to a non faithful person, their energy becomes panicky and they have anxiety and then I become panicky and have anxiety and then I lose myself from a feeling that was not mine to begin with. In the past I became so energetically engrossed with the other person feelings and emotions that I could not recognize what was mine and what was theirs and before you know it, I am completely drained from whatever positive feeling I had in me. That is when I would hide. Hide in my shell to get re-energized. But before I would ever become energized, I would play the negative song in my head that would keep me in this chaotic circle.  More than likely the song that was playing in my mind, was their FEAR and their NON FAITHFUL ATTITUDE, plus maybe a little mix of my own to. Like does attract like.

I LITERALLY SAW THIS HAPPEN WITH MY EYES!!! I AM SO GRATEFUL IN KNOWING THIS!!!! Thank you GOD.

How do I intend to not make the same mistake? By keeping myself Firmly Grounded and centered in MYSELF. By reminding myself I AM A SPIRITUAL BEING HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE.  By continuing affirmations that LIFT ME UP. By continuing to practice my FAITH. By continuing to be AROUND OTHERS that will AFFIRM the SAME THING FOR ME. By continuing to be the LIGHT that will help their darkness. By continuing to pray for them. Praying that God or the Universe will help them to have strong Faith in knowing that it is their Fears that keep them from knowing their truth.  AND SO IT IS!! :)

LIFE INSIDE THE SHELL

     

I have referenced my hiding sort of like a Hermit Crab. In understanding how I have been hiding, I want to understand the Hermit Crab a little more.
A Hermit Crab is a land or water dwelling crustacean. Not like the true crab, the Hermit has a soft vulnerable abdomen. In protection from its predators, many Hermit Crabs will seek out abandoned sea shells. When it finds the proper shell, it will pull itself inside leaving its legs and head outside of the shell. Hermits carry their shell wherever they go. When it out grows the shell, it will switch to a larger one.  In determining which shell to move in to, they generally “Shop” for the perfect one. Once they find the one they like, they move right in.Hermit Crabs usually live on the seashore, in tide pools, and on the sea bottom in deeper water. They scavenge for their food.

In comparison, I am like the hermit crab!  I am not a crustacean, but much like the Hermit, I too have a soft vulnerable abdomen and for my protection, I moved in to an invisible shell to hide from my predators.  Just like the hermit I created a perfect shell for my protection. I too have been a scavenger; feeding myself on dead matter by having continuous negative thoughts, creating illusions, making up stories, and suffering on past experiences that in this moment, are dead and gone.

I have grown tremendously spiritually and mentally and the shell that I have been living in is TIGHT and HEAVY to carry and has not always been the greatest looking shell, either. It has weighed me down physically. I have out grown my Shell.

Now that I am HONEST with myself in what I have been doing, I realize that being a hermit SERVED me. It SERVED me VERY WELL, in the PAST.

In my experiences with Life, I have learned that I am Energy and everything around me is Energy too. For a long time, I have ABSORBED ENERGY that did not belong to me by taking on others emotions, comparing myself to others, not minding my own business, listening and trusting others instead of listening and trusting GOD and myself and believing that I was separate from everything.

In ALL, I have SUCCEEDED in being the HERMIT but in all actuality, I am not a hermit. I am a SPIRITUAL BEING having a HUMAN EXPERIENCE.  I am a UNIQUE EXPRESSION of our LOVING CREATOR meant to have DIVINE PURPOSE, LOVE, CREATION, and ALL THAT IS GOOD in my human experience.

The WORK that I am committing myself to doing is not new to me. I created excuses of not taking responsibility in how I created my life. However I also have overcome GREAT obstacles and have learned very valuable lessons and picked up many tools along my path to help me get where I am destined to go and am certain I will pick up many more in my travels.  But picking up tools does nothing for you, if you don’t learn how to USE THEM and USE THEM.  A Captain cannot lead his vessel in the sea without proper knowledge and education.

LEARNING about who I AM, I have to start back from the beginning. Meaning going back to ALL my experiences from the past and  FORGIVING MYSELF and FORGIVING OTHERS in realizing that I made the best choices with the tools that were given to me at that time and completely releasing anyone whom I CREATED A NEGATIVE ILLUSIONS and LETTING GO of it. Once we let go of things that no longer serve us, we have no right to go back to the grave and dig it up. Once something has been buried, it needs to stay there for nature to take its course.

Being the BEST ME living authentically with integrity is a continuous work in progress. Today I see myself in a whole new perspective.  No longer the crying newborn, I am the toddler learning to how to walk. This time I choose to walk in the path of LOVE and LIGHT no longer afraid to come out of my shell.