THE CALM IN THE STORM

In my continuing effort to keep myself from hiding, I am AMAZED TO SEE that when I am in a place of FAITH, how others around me are not and ARE VERY threatened of my FAITH. Today I realized that I have been Faithful, but my down fall, being Sucked into others FEARS. 

I realize that when I am in a place of FAITH and it is expressed to a non faithful person, their energy becomes panicky and they have anxiety and then I become panicky and have anxiety and then I lose myself from a feeling that was not mine to begin with. In the past I became so energetically engrossed with the other person feelings and emotions that I could not recognize what was mine and what was theirs and before you know it, I am completely drained from whatever positive feeling I had in me. That is when I would hide. Hide in my shell to get re-energized. But before I would ever become energized, I would play the negative song in my head that would keep me in this chaotic circle.  More than likely the song that was playing in my mind, was their FEAR and their NON FAITHFUL ATTITUDE, plus maybe a little mix of my own to. Like does attract like.

I LITERALLY SAW THIS HAPPEN WITH MY EYES!!! I AM SO GRATEFUL IN KNOWING THIS!!!! Thank you GOD.

How do I intend to not make the same mistake? By keeping myself Firmly Grounded and centered in MYSELF. By reminding myself I AM A SPIRITUAL BEING HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE.  By continuing affirmations that LIFT ME UP. By continuing to practice my FAITH. By continuing to be AROUND OTHERS that will AFFIRM the SAME THING FOR ME. By continuing to be the LIGHT that will help their darkness. By continuing to pray for them. Praying that God or the Universe will help them to have strong Faith in knowing that it is their Fears that keep them from knowing their truth.  AND SO IT IS!! :)