Universal Law as I know

ON a greater awareness is the truth to my existence. There is a veil covering the universe. One that is blinding everyone.

Just when things seem to make sense to me, something happens and the sense is no longer understandable.

I feel in my heart that there is a greater understanding of the drama of my world and the world around me. What I see with my eyes, is not always what I see. What is seen by my eyes and the eyes of the world in only ever understood by The All. By tiring to make sense of it, am I putting my business in the business of the All?

My existence is the correspondence of the All as well as everything around me. I see how the Law of Correspondence and other Laws work on many levels happening at the same time.

When I ask for something either from my mind or my heart, whether I understand or not, and depending on how I am energetic wise, most of the time the Universe delivers. With this said, all laws are connecting to my requests. Maybe the lesson I may or may not get. By being conscious of my reality, I have the power to control my perception of the lesson.

Each day is a day of polarity, vibration and rhythm. When I awake in the morning and go to bed at night is considered two sides of polarity. The very act of my movement has gender in relation. I would say getting out of bed is masculine and going to bed is feminine. The art of me writing this has the Law of Causation, as well as me going to school every week and doing my homework. Universal Law has taught me to be more aware of the Laws and how to use the Laws to get through the Laws. By changing my perception, I am able to transmute things that have no importance to the desires at which are in my heart.

Without the understanding of the Laws, separation and victimization may plague ones life. Being able to understand Universal Law and using the law for creation is also containing all the laws. The process can be complicated, but once understood it can lead us with ease. And so it is!

I Let Go!

I really want to hate you, but something in my soul cries for love.

I try with every fiber of my being to not think of you. How can I forget the connection we had and have? Why do we have this connection that keeps me lost in you?

When I think of you, am I keeping my self in the past? Focusing on my hands keeps me connected to now.

I have been told countless times you were no good for me, but something inside of me does not believe. I know you differently than everyone else.

Could I have created the emptiness I feel? Have my thoughts created what I truely did not want to happen?

My biggest nightmare turned into the greatest reality. Did I create this reality? Or was it what was supposed to happen?

The pain in my heart is real I feel. Or is it an illusion that keeps me feeling pain.

So many questions I have inside, but for now I will live the questions and wait the answers.

Could you be the answer that I needed to move forward?

Lost inside I have been, keeping myself away from potentail pain, only brings me more pain.

I disconnected you from me, but still feel like you are connected to me. Is it you that I am connected to? Or is there another force that says I need your connection?

I give you away to the universe! You have my complete blessing to love the way you want. It is none of my business and I want it to stay that way.

Me saying I want nothing to do with you is really me not wanting to face my pain. Though there is pain I feel, it is mine not yours.

I have said alot to you, but there is alot more that I have not said. I have tried and tried and tried to hate you, but the Universe, God and my Angels remind me that hate is not a part.

My biggest nightmare came true, even when I really tried to believe it wouldn't. My predictions are real not just becasue of what I feel. For one day you will understand what I have predicted to you was a glimpse of the future that I tried to run from. Now instead of running, I stop and face it and look at it with fresh eyes.

I tried to get you to tell me the truth of what is in your heart, but you ran from believing from the start. There is a hole in my heart, but not from you, from me believing the stupid part.

My tears came often, more than you know, mostly from the space that I allowed to grow. I felt safe to cry in front of you even when you felt ashamed or scared of my tears too. There were times I could not hold it in, so I let it flow. Right now I am human and can't deny the tears that know.

As I try to move forward with dreams that I have, I will never forget the love that we had. Faith tells me that I can not hold on to that love for there is more from above. I can not save you nor can I do anything more for you nor can you save me.

I am empty completely! Now is my chance to fill my heart with what was intended to be my part from the very start!