You Are More Than My Son

You say you do not believe in God, but in your songs you talk about hypnotizing God’s people. You say everything happens for a reason, would you even include that reason with me? Would you say that I had a reason for the choices I made? Or will you still criticize me and judge me for going against the grain? Will you notice that I did not keep you in a lie that I was kept in? Will you notice that we make are own choices and no one in this life will have a say on what we do? I no longer am sad that I have lost you, for I have not lost you completely. You still are a part of me and always in my heart. In this dimension, I do not know the real reason why you are here, but I do know how much love I have for you! I am sad that you choose to use hateful words and leave me out of your life when this whole time I choose to love you and believe that you are good. In a time of need the people around us abandoned us and said that we were not worth their time. I have come to the determination that you are not mine and I can not keep you nor make you do anything that your heart does not desire. I look up to you for the life you choose, for it is one full of adventure and love. When I look at your eyes I am reminded of the beauty that you hold inside of yourself. I know you will do good with your life, at least that is what I hope. My angels and guides have already told me that you are on your path and that they (Angels and Guides) are guiding you in every direction you take in life. When I think of you from know on, I will pray that the light of god enfolds your every move. One day we will be together again and we will have the joy of being in each others arms and filling our beings with our love. And so it is!